Eternal Session

Dah lama aku tak karang blog pasal kehidupan aku. Maybe ini masa untuk revive balik. (Sori abang2 besar dan kroni, aku takda idea sebenarnya nak teruskan cerita, ini disebabkan aku malas, hahaha). So let me make a long story short. It was friday, the day that we have plan for a long time, especially before Geology paper, last paper tu. I’ve already bought a ticket to Halifax, return trip. The schedule stated that the bus will be leaving at 1155 AM, but I was wrong, something happen to my eyes. So, we miss the bus, however Allah is with us (all the time), we got a ride from our friend. We depart at 3 PM and arrive at Halifax around 430 PM. There, we met our friends, Firdaus and Shumon. It was nice at Halifax (eventhough we spend most of our time indoor).

We prayed for Eid at the Forum Hall. It was nice to see many Muslim brothers there after stuck in Wolfville with small community. After the prayer, we greeted each other, and that is the time where strangers came to you and said "Eid Mubarak" and hugged. The weirdos part, however came when I realized (After being inform the night before) there is no feast for us. Unlike Malaysia (owh, I miss u so much!!!!), there is a small feast for us and also there is cutting2 or slaugthering (what the heck, even the place is not a mosque, takkan nak sembelih lembu kat situ, apa aku ni…). Whatever, my stomach was seriously-deadly hungry at that time (by the way, we have to stay there to look after the kids, and the kids were having fun!!! dammit). After finish our zuhur at the Islamic Center, we went to our BIgBrother house to eat arr, apalagi. After finish the food, We spent about two hours there and pray maghrib (aku dah ngantuk gila time tu, kenyang perut). Later, we went back to brother Ibrahim’s house, where we stayed there for this whole days (4 days).

On monday morning, we went back to Wolfville. It was such a fun weekend at halifax, but I still feeling something is missing, and I wasn’t happy. What is it? Please tell me, somebody.

Maybe korang yang ada berjalan2 time cuti tu and feel it was best, I envy you all. Group at Alberta, nice to go to Vancouver, meet other Malaysians, large number. Group at Ottawa, makan2 with other Malaysian. It was nice to hear all the stuff. I miss my house, family, friends at this moment. I need to be strong, stronger everyday. I will, and I will (thats the only promise). At Halifax too, I try to search back where my old self, and try to think why am I not a person who-know-it-all-about-islam. Why I don’t have enthusiasm in learning Arabic or details about Quran. I know that it is not too late for me, but what if I die tomorrow? Oh Allah, please forgive me and accept me as a normal muslim. I know I did not do all the stuff, but please forgive me for all the sins I have commit. (sepanjang aku tulis blog ni tak abis kluar pop-up sexfinder, giler apa komputer ni? aku dah wat macam2 dah).

Owh, by the way though, aku dapat idea nak buat cerita abang besar, tpi mesti merapu. Hahaha, whatever.