Eternal Session

Salams brothers and sisters. It seems that I am no longer able to coninue the story of big brother and the family because aku pon (cross languages) nak tulis blog aku yang takda kaitan ngan adventure lah. Furthermore, It seems that I am stranded in the desert of idea and desert of life too, that it seems my days are ordinary day as ordinary human being that cause me to feel ordinary boring and tiring pathetic life. Don’t care about my feeling now people, I am okay. Just playing around with words. Hihihi.

I can’t wait til may, I can’t wait til may. I don’t care if my studies goes down or what. I don’t care if PET warning me again for second time, but I do care if my scholarship is ban. Again people, don’t take it seriously about my feeling.

I’ve been talking to my family these days. Thay use word that its hard to menahan sebak di dada, walaupon aku takda dada mantap. They, well, miss me alot, keep remembering me, just like I’m already (not going to say the word). Owh, people, I can’t wait til may. My birthday is on may, come and celebrate.

Will I able to meet you in may? Will u take the chance of your life to meet me? Yes people, I’m going to proceed to the next stage of my life, big leap, I hope. I’m getting old. My family, they will not be the same people I knew for 20 years. My nephew, my nieces, they’ll grow up, will I still in shape? how about my parents? Will they be there on the day of my marriage? This is all in the hand of Allah, only Him who decide those things in our life. Yeah, I wanna be with you!!!

Today, an idea came to me, after bro remind me again of the story. Maybe I should put this next time, but, hah, its funny lol.

Suatu ketika dahulu, sebelum semua family Abang Besar nak berpisah, ada buat jamuan makan-makan di di Piramid. Beginilah kisahnya apabila sudah siap berhias, Panglima Agung kacak bergaya, A.R.Ff namanya, turun beserta kaum kerabat yang lain untuk mengahadiri jamuan tersebut. Namun, pada ketika dia mencecah tanah yang tidak sebarapa lembut itu, kelibat seorang alim ulama menegurnya dari tepi, "Assalamualaikum". Orang alim itu janggutnya panjang, matanya tajam di sebalik kaca mata yang bertenggek kukuh atas batang hidungnya. A.R.Ff berhenti sejenak, menyambut kembali dengan sekali lafaz, "Walaikumsalam". Dengan tidak mahu panjang lebar lagi, orang alim itu bertanya, "Mahu ke mana?". Kelibat peluh memercik keluar setitik dari dahi A.R.Ff. Kemudian ia menari turun dan menitis atas lantai. Sebaliknya, Orang alim itu tidak berniat menghalang, tetapi lebih dari itu, dia menjemput untuk bersama-sama ke Masjid, beribadat lebih masa dengan tetamu jemputan dari luar negara. A.R.Ff yang sudah bermandi peluh tadi, akhirnya dapat mencari kembali nafas-nafas ketenangan yang sekaligus berupaya mengeringkan peluh-peluh yang giat berlari di dahinya. Begitulah al-kisahnya yang terjadi kepada A.R.Ff, dalam pada menyambut malam penuh memori, Allah bawa lagi memori yang mungkin, mungkin, mungkin tidak dapat dilupakan sehingga akhir hayat kami. Sekian

That’s all folk. Keep listening to Jazz. It is a sweet nice melody…